bitter

Just spoke with ivan. As it were our friends are not getting married for another 2 years. This sparks a conversation about how being the drunk 27/28 year old singletons at your friend's wedding is much more wretched than being the drunk 25/26 year old singletons. ivan suggests, ney, adamately points out that I should make it a goal to be engaged by then so i can have something to show for myself, because being drunk, beligerent and engaged at your friend's wedding is much better than being just drunk and beligerant. truth! But i am not yet ready to make a committment to this "goal." no no, i am definitely not there. No no instead i shall put my energies toward shopping for summer clothes when i go to chicago this week. fuck you married people! i bet you don't get to be single and fabulous travelling to various cities for educational conferences and then using your meager stipend to pay for fabulous clothing that you can wear in puerto rico with your gay friends! god i'm really excited to wear busines casual this week.