drunk...on life?

fuck i'm drunk....
but clearly not so drunk that i cannot write coherent sentences.....
so maybe i'm not that drunk??

this is my general feelings on life. Ramit came into town and i took him on a "pub crawl" which basically turned into lots of drinking at 2 bars. He was on the verge of passing out which he claims was due to the "excessive" amount of drinking he was doing but really he had liek one more drink than me so really the question becomes

1. was his drinking really excessive
2. or is my tolerance really high?

i have no answer for that so i will let you all ponder. So i wanted to take him on a tour of the midwest and he asked if we would eat lots of hot dogs. My response, "you dumbass." But really having a non michiganders here has really made me see how wierd it is here and how much i've changed. Like for instance i saw this really unnatractive couple dancing and grabbing each other, essentially having sex on the dance floor. had they been hot or in another city i don't know what my response would have been, but here i thought "wow that is kind of special that they are so into each other that they are willing to fuck on the dancefloor." I'VE CHANGED! People really are less attractive and much more white here. not that those two things are correlated but there is something beautiful about olive skin and dark hair and varying body types. Perhaps it's the variety that makes california beautiful. i mean, i'm just saying. Also what we consider fun here is like really not. Basically in grad school i feel like we settle alot. "oh this is fun compared to my real life so i will enjoy." call it lying to yourself or whatever but you gotta do what you gotta do to survive. Secondly people here can't dance. This is kind of a fact. and i will broaden that to say "white middle americans can't dance." argue as you may but it's true.

ok but on a high note it was decided that i would finally make my trip to "the cape" this summer as ozan is taking me on a fishing trip with his dad, a professional fisherman

I KNOW!!!!

EEEEMAGINE!!

i was like "do i have to buy an angler's license?" "am i gonna wear a fishing strap around my waste for if i catch a big one?????" he laughed, but i am very serious. i'm super excited about this. thank you cathy!!