night on the town

fuck i am drunk! for many reasons

a) grad school sucks. this is always the main reason for being drunk at 2:20 am. grad school really sucks sometimes, as do the people.

b) I found 4 gray hairs gonight. Guys, is it life, is it grad school, is it the general stress of "what am i going to do long term" i dont know what it is but i found 4 gray hairs as i was attempting to "look cute" tonight. "lookking cute" in grad schools happen pretty rarely and when yiou do it people say thing slike "wow you look GOOD!" or "WOW u usually wear that sweatshirt and have the hood on and U LOOK REALLY GOOD RIGHT NOW." and basicallly it all makes you feel like you genearllly look like shit. so i showed some cleavage and wore some tight jeans and basicallyy what it all comes down to is my theory that if you dress real cute in the midwest it's the same as dressing semi cute in california

c) watching decently attractiv men in desperation hook up with very unatractive women. I feel like this happens very often and everyone is like "i see why you want to hook up wiht her cuz it's been a long time" but also says "seriously thought, DO NOT HOOK UP WITH HER. you are way better than that." I think this is just a life thing and it happens all the time, so what can you say to it.

d) oh grad school, what else can i say but "oooooooooooooooooh"

fuck i'm HELLA drunk.