best diet ever

so i'm sitting in my room watching dancing with the stars with a nice cup of kombucha tea. gotta love the buch! anyways today i was so hardcore and got back late from statifying with the FOB but i realy wnated to go for a run because, damnit, if i didn't do it now i was never gonna do it. So i fucking threw on a thermal under my shirt, put on some gloves, some ear covers and leggings and i ran. i fucking ran!! and it was all up hill. i ran on the side of this highway that leads to north campus and the sky was kind of darkening and looking very gray and the lights were dim and the air was so clean. it was like the cleanest air i had ever breathed in my life. and it was like 35 degrees and the trees were almost barren of leaves all but the coniferous trees and the whole woods smelled like...woodchips? no it smelled like christmas. and i had to stop and just stare and admire, kind of like on season 5 when dawson's dad dies and right before he dies they show tha the was happy cuz he stops to admire his life and they are playing james taylor "Fire and rain." It was just like that. i was like..at peace with life. And i had this epiphany when i thought to myself..."you know, i'm gonna miss this someday. Moments like this are what i am going ot miss about t his place." Really quite stunning i must say.

speaking of working out i have not done it so far like 2 weeks and i feel like crap. but on a happy note my diet knowns as "poverty" has been working. This diet consists of not eating certain foods that are bad for you mainly because you cannot afford them. chips, cookies, ice cream, these are all extra costs that poverty does not include. hoorah for poverty! hoorah for stipends! Also my asian friends suggested i drink 3 cups of green tea a day and 4 words, "secrets of the psillium." dude, asians are skinny, so i believe them. and it's working! yesterday i went to american eagle as i plan on exploring the world of herringbone skirts and tights, so i wnated to sample before i committed to a location. I sampled and was quite happy to find that i fit into a size 4 again! i have not fit into a size 4 since i was 21. it was quite awesome. i mean granted in adult sizes since i'm petite i can fit into small small sizes but this is teenage sizes. teenage sizes always shock you when you try them on and are like "what i wear an 8???" what's my motivation, you ask? summer 2007 in ibiza with the gays. it will be RIDIC!! like serioulsy we are going to lounge and drink and club all night long and i need my thighs not to touch for when i wear my white and gold bikini. god it will be sooooooooo gooooodddd!!! eeeeeeeemmmmaaagine!! poverty people!